frustrated
every morning (ok ok afternoon) i have the same routine. after waking up, if i aint going out, i'll walk over to the hawker centre opposite my house to buy lunch back. (in fact im so sick of the food, i need variety!!. then i'll eat and watch some afternoon tv, usually sports or discovery travel and living.
well it might seem normal, but at the back of my head, i only want to do one thing, check my school email. so you know how it is right when you don't wanna get disappointed too early, so you try to stall time, do as much things as possible and not check your email until a certain time.
then i'll check it at around 3 or 4pm. (cause thats the time nearest to knock off time, so then maybe some nice soul will send the email im waiting for) and its always the same thing. emails from orientation comm, from mech camp comm, from some stranger asking me if i want a bigger penis (who doesnt?!) and from other strangers who ask me to go for some seminar or talks. but that one elusive email just doesnt seem to want to get to me.... my confirmation email from university of toronto.
my friend got his email today, but then its because there are subjects which they don't approve. so what's my status??? i really want to know. really really.. like what hua hui said, even a no is better than a maybe, cause at least you move on. but that false hope really kills, esp when after they say yes, means i hafta rush and do a whole load of admin work.. better say yes early...
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napkin man
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6:58 pm
