im not a punching bag
thats the cry of our blogs.. too sad, too sad has blogs been lately. i don't profess to tell you what to write, i don't claim to own your lives.. but blogs are read, and they affect moods, feelings and thoughts. we are all caught up in the thrill of being depressed, sad and even self pity. being depressed seems to be the in-thing to do now eh?? walk down anywhere and you hear people competeting on who has the shittiest day.. but i mean we all have shitty days, and i guess the least we could do is to bitch about it rite?? hmmm and so blogs has become this outlet of frustration and depression. afterall whats the fastest way to tell everybody about what u're going thru without having to repeat it again and again?? its blogs!! hmm i don't want to preach as if a saint, but we are entitled to bitch bout it, just don't remain in that mood of depression, it doesn't help in any way at all, it just makes u more reliant on the sympathy that people gives. and there's only a limit to that, beyond you'll be on your own. if we don't find a way to snap out, we're just deluding ourselves. and the truth is everywhere, it just needs to be found, maybe in films or people, and it starts from a realisation that we need the truth..but a change doesnt come from the influence of books,movies or people, but by the heart.
in other thoughts ok ppl should stop reminding me how many more days there is to exams!! as if i dun already know!! worse is those who go on to say that they're still at tutorial one.. i dunno if thats to make ppl feel comforted, but i sure as hell am not comforted in any way.. so yeah just study hard and try to salvage whatever you can lar....
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napkin man
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11:18 am
