cocktail of emotions
the reality of it all is hitting me like a fast speeding truck. hall orientation is in one week, not counting the fact that registration starts on thursday and friday, plus pre camp is on saturday.
and i fear everything is not in order. its quite frustrating when people don't have a sense of urgency in the things they do. camp is in one weeek!! well, i blame it on the inexperience of myself i guess, i am realising that i'm not really a good planner, im more of a people pleaser, the one that can get people's spirits up. but when it comes to getting people to do things, i guess i do not fare that well, prefering to be soft hearted and apply the 'ok lor, you got something on that day then nevermind lor' approach. and its not helping that im not getting as much support from the people that could help most as i would have like it.
i keep getting a feeling that im forgetting something, you know the nagging feeling that something's bound to screw up, esp for soemthing as large scale as this.
then there's the exchange. im not particularly hyped up yet, just glad that the paperwork is done, but now there's the headache of finding cheap tickets and accomodation. probably the sianess of organising a camp has numbed me of all emotions.
haiz.. i hope everything turns out well....
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napkin man
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6:49 pm
