im not used to failure
i juz spent the last 10hrs on the computer, in fact trying to do my progamming assignment for tmr's lab test... well the code is done, but the logic is crap, the progam fails when given abit more information and im a dumbass.. so as the clock ticks to 2am, im thinkin "am i really cut out for this??" i wish i could jump of a building, some other computer engineering student did it, why cant i?? yep i give up, totally, prolly should have seeked help from God, but once again im too frustrated to bring all this to him in prayer.. so i'll just bitch about it.. yes im a dumbass...
so as i give up and go to sleep, hopefully i will not dream about "couts" "ifstreams" and what have you. yes tmr is a new day, yes tmr brings a fresh start, yes tmr gives me another chance prolly to get back up.. yes tmr's tutorials are not done yet.. damn...
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napkin man
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1:58 am
