updates
still doing project, still dota'ing.. and now, prison break for the weekends!! whee i really prove myself to be the one with NO LIFE.. so how do you kill he who has NO LIFE??
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napkin man
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12:29 am
its been awhile
wahh i realised i haven't blogged in 2 weeks.. oh wells im still alive if u care.. been spending most my life playing dota and doing my project.. sooo visit me in nanyang island when u can... tooo-de--luuu
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napkin man
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1:54 am
do you believe in god??
well the title has nothing whatsoever to do with today's entry, i just like that sentence cos chow yuan fatt was posed that question by ho gor in a better tomorrow with which chow (known as mark) replied, "yeah i am god".
moving along... i was thinking of the ppl in my life. kindda sucks that there are the ppl that may be so close to you at a point in time, only to fade into oblivion. well off the top of my head i can think of a few whom were close to me, but am in total non-contact now. well if im lucky there are the few that meets up once in every 3 months for a coffee. then there comes new ppl in your life whom you are close to, but inadvertedly joins the "once every 3 months for coffee" club. and the only thing that is constant in this see-sawing is really the coffee aint it??
was listening to the beyond 96 live and basic album just now. the most touching song in that album would be (and i believe brian agrees with me on that one) is hai kuo tian kong.. reminds me of the days in secondary school when we just learnt how to play the guitar. while everybody else was digging oasis, thomas brian and i spent countless days watching the beyond concert vcd. well the reason for the song being so touching is cos the 4th member of the band and brother of one of them died in a stage accident. and when the bassist (was it his brother??) was singing the song, he broke down in tears... really heart wrenching stuff.
anyway this is really a random posts of sort, i am trying to sort my thoughts out, and it comes in spurts like this, so my mind is really a train wreck. i was just thinking when were the best days of my life.. and i think now i would put it as the time when i was born to maybe 2 years old. life was way simpler then, i din even knew i existed. there was really no care, all you gotta do is to breathe, eat, sleep and maybe take a shit. i don't even hafta clean up after myself, and i am totally ignorant of the world, of what ppl think. i mean they could be saying 'hell this baby is damn not cute and ugly as hell' and the best part of being that young is im too young to even know what cute and ugly is. and on the personal front, i wasn't critical at that age. i mean i don't think i ever thought 'damn it mom! the milk is too hot!!' or 'eh its time to change my diaper woman!!'. now that im all grown up and hitting the quater of my lifespan (well that's if i live to be a 100), there's so many things that aren't going right, and the fact that im aware of it just sucks. well maybe a better tomorrow will always be a tomorrow too far away.
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napkin man
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12:44 am
a better tomorrow
brian and joe came by my hall today and we watched the first part of a better tomorrow trilogy. brian was going on and on and on about the movie, i din know what the big fuss was. aniwei brian bought the dvd box set, and since he gave me a ride back to hall, might as well come up and watched the movie.
that show just rocks!!! i am now truly a convert, apart from guessing the whole plot of the movie to the surprise of brian (dun insult my intelligence!! haha) the movie really rocks, they don't make gangster movies like they used to anymore.. sigh. aniweis i can't wait to watch parts 2 and 3.. looking forward to the 'a better tomorrow' marathon!
i guess the show really inspired us that there truly will be ... a better tomorrow (haha so cheesey)
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napkin man
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1:44 am
here we go again
so last night we said hello to 2007. clem, lil angel and i sorta countdown in the middle of shenton way stuck in the middle of a traffic jam while my leg was getting cramped up from clutching in. well it was a quiet and uneventful affair (except for the usual brian nonsense of cos..) and i kindda liked the way we just chillax the night away and ended the whole thing with macdonalds breakfast.
as i looked back, i guess i'd have a couple of things to be thankful for 2006. although largely a sucky year with loads of money blown on erdinger beer with locks at baden baden's, and emo spastic nights. but i guess it could have been alot worse.
many valuable lessons learnt in 2006, of which i guess im not ready to share. but overall i rate 2006 as an okay year, and as i say at the start of every year.. this year's going to be my year.
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napkin man
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9:37 pm
