i've got a question
how does orchard road look like now??
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napkin man
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7:47 pm
chillin without you
locks joe and i had a little shisha session on saturday nite. and i was just thinking to myself, 'man all we're missing is a brian'... and hence we decided to christened the empty chair beside us as 'brian'. dooode, be thankful there was a cute girl behind you. 
the brian
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napkin man
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1:26 am
soccer boy
i played soccer today!! but judging from the number of time i got the ball, i was more like doing sprint training while my frens were playing soccer.
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napkin man
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11:51 pm
the hurt we carry with us
christian perspectives aside... i think when they say time will heal every hurt, it isn't entirely true. i guess with time, your mind gets occupied with new stuffs (if they come along the way, some takes longer, some comes immediately) to forget the hurt that was on your mind.
but in that sense, we don't really heal do we? we just pile it up at the back of our head and our hearts. and this accumulation of hurts just eats at u slowly and degenerates your whole being. well of cos it might not be so bad. im just painting a dooms day picture because im emo kid!
enjoy the pain suckers!!
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napkin man
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12:35 am
life should be like that 
a weekday afternoon by the riverside
where professionals in their office hide
in the company of good friends
wishing this chill moment never ends 
naps and locks, two jugs they called
being contented, they couldn't ask for more
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napkin man
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1:25 am
the real world
being in year 4 means that graduation is near. while everyone is excited to graduate and go out there to make money, im fine not graduating that early. looking around i see everyone applying for the top notch jobs, esp those in the banks. would i want to work in the industry where all the money is? sure i do.
however i am not sure if i am cut out for it. does my interest lie in those jobs? what do i actually want to do for the next 40 years of my life? that's the question i have to answer in the next one year and i really don't have time to think of such things.
maybe im just scared of facing whats out there. maybe i've been too comfortable in my sheltered world of being 'paid' to study. i enjoy the friends and the holidays and the chilling. life probably won't be like this (unless i strike the 5 million toto on friday).
for now, im just going to live my life each day waiting for things to happen, it is on auto pilot.. or shall i say, im just a pawn controlled by circumstance. and hopefully if all things don't turn out fine, i'll still have you. but when all things go down this way, will you still be there to hold my hand??
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napkin man
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12:31 am
