where's has all my readers gone
i feel like nobody is reading this blog anymore.. how sad... sighs.. well if u are still reading it... TAG ME!! i didn't change my blog skin and my blog back to haloscan for nothing k (cos enetation was juz a poo bor). so tag now, or NO NAPKIN LOVE FOR U, 2 MTHS!
p.s: i realised my blog layout looks like shit on the firefox browser.. but i din cater for firefox in the first place.. so use your freaking IE (although it caused me so much problem opening my hotmail)
p.p.s: speaking of hotmail, did i tell you how i resolved it?? anyway i was so kan puay du lan with it not working that i emailed the hotmail ppl lar (with my ntu account). then they send me a first email saying that they checked that my last login was with the firefox browser and that i shud use IE instead and ask me to tell them more details. then i just shoot back at them lar, i told them it was IE that caused the problem thats why i changed to firefox (which works, bongz!!!). then they realised that it was cause of the anti pop up thingy that came with service pack 2 that prevent my hotmail from loading properly. this is the ulitmate self chao lar!! u go and create something that prevents popups, then u go and create something that needs the pop ups.. and then you expect them to work together??? ultimate stubongz..
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11:53 pm
picking up
playing the guitar more nowadays, actually ever since toronto, since there was really nothing to do most of the time. and whenever jj comes and visit our apartment we'll sort of have a mini jam. anyway been really wanting to get a semi accoustic guitar, not too shure if it'll be a one off thing like with my telecaster (arghh feel so pek chek everytime i think about it, stoopid 10 dollar strap ruin my 600 dollars guitar). but yeah a semi accoustic would be more suited to what i currently wanna do now, just play some chill songs.
soo learnt a new song just now, its daughters by john mayer, its a nice song, and soo easy to play.. perform for u ppl nxt time (did i hear a resounding NOOOO??!!!)
i know this girl,
she puts the colour
inside of my world
-daughters, john mayer
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11:12 pm
in the light
i keep trying to find a life
on my own, apart from You
i am the king of excuses
i've got one for every selfish thing i do
whats going on inside of me
i despise my own behaviour
this only serves to confirm
my suspicions
that im still a man
in need of a saviour
i want to be in the light
as you are in light
i want to shine like the stars
in the heavens
oh Lord be my light and be my salvation
cos all i want is to be in the light
the disease of self runs thru my blood
its a cancer fatal to my soul
every attempt on my behalf has failed
to bring this sickness under control
-in the light,dc talk
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10:34 pm
looking forward
was just thinking bout how year 4 will be. sigh, its just going to be super busy busy year manz, final year projects and all. and after that its officially into the working world. and it just hit me that its not going to be long now... shite, that means the nxt 30 years spent working like a dog.
all the year 4s to be... weep with me!!
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9:59 pm
tmr don't come
don't want to go to work leh.
i have made You too small in my eyes, o Lord forgive me
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3:11 pm
yes its true
my head fits perfectly in the toilet bowl
my hotmail is still not working. im considering a law suit, i really wanna see what's in that mail with the subject "ENLARGE YOUR ..."
its 22nd feburary today
foot rot affects 3 in every 10 ppl, 3 in every 5 males and 0 in every 5 females
my english is failing me
i am bored ...
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9:07 pm
fucking hotmail
what's wrong with hotmail?? chao cheebye, fuck fuck fuck.. type mail halfway then screw up on me... better dun like last time, sent out the mail by accident to half of my contact list.. or worse.. ALL!! aniwei the mail was intended for lil angel.. however it doesn't seem that i can retrieve it now.. FUCKING HOTMAIL!! now i can't even type a new mail or delete my junk folder.. NI NABEI CHAO CHEEBYE!! shud know i shouldn't trust microsoft from the start.. KNNBCCB... fuck fuck fuck
p.s: this is after 3 0.5l erdinger (nice!)
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12:55 am
wah lau almost
i almost struck 4D yesterday.. just for kicks i asked my mom to help me buy. xiaomin invited us to her 21st at pasir ris chalet, then her chalet number was 1435.. so i yeah.. wah lau.. almost kanna starters, would have been 500 bucks richer.. damn
when you touch my face
when you call my name
i burned with desire
but you left me in the rain
-burned with desire, armin van buuren
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10:05 pm
cold dark room
im in a cold dark room
i cant see anything in front of me
i can feel your prescence
you are in the room
i call out to you
but you don't answer
i listen hard for your breath
only to hear my heartbeat
one that beats wearily
i try to stop breathing
hoping the beating will stop
but it doesn't
hope we'll see the light
hope i'll see you again
but for now i'll feel around
and hope to find you
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11:04 pm
shatter
lub dub lub dub lub dub lub dub lub dub lub dub lub dub piiiiiaaaannnnngggggg!!!
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9:32 pm
3 post in 1 hr??
and if i don't make it known that
i loved you all along
just like sunny days that
we ignored because
we're too dumb and jaded
and i hope to God
i'll figure out whats wrong
-4am, our lady peace
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10:55 pm
knowing myself??
got this from site from beth.. if you're bo liao pls help me fill in. rite now only beth has done it.. and its looking good! haha
click here
view results here
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10:18 pm
ka boom
fire a missle thru my brains ... KA BA BOOM!!!
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10:08 pm
emo words
emo: short for emotional
emo-spas: pronounced emo-spare-ze,short for emotional spasms. meaning a sudden outburst of emotional feelings, usually unleashing it at an unsuspecting friend
emortality: feeling of being killed by a wave of emotions
emo-napkins: napkins that can be used to cheer yourself up when you are flooded by a wave of negative emotions, best accompanied with beer
emo-numa-numa-eh:a dance that people do when they are feeling emotional
emo killed the techno star: a song about how emo music has invaded our shores and took over the techno scene
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1:14 pm
super random post
i think companies that make interns work till 11nish midnite is just super stubongs. but maybe we really shouldn't blame the company.. just some stoopid rabid dog. anyway i din overtime till that late.. so go figure
i really wanna fix up my telecaster and start playing it again. also i feel like buying a semi accoustic guitar so i can aim to be like jack johnson. yuen was telling us about jack's lifestyle.. and i really want that!! im dreaming about pina coladas
and lastly.. i din strike toto.. soo cannot tender my resignation on monday haiz.. back to mediocrity. mark sorry no 5k for ur investment.. and no hyundai getz for me!!!
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1:09 am
i will learn ..
to be patient
to be kind
not to envy
not to boast
not to be proud
not to be rude
not to be self-seeking
not to be easily angered
not to keep record of wrongs
not to delight in evil but
to rejoice with the truth.
to always protects
to always trust
to always hope
and to always persevere
as these are the qualities of love
and i wanna learn how to love
and i shall not fail
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12:09 am
bye bye lil angel
lil angel left for brisbane today ... sigh
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12:28 am
one of the few rare moments
sometimes i get too caught up with myself
and fail to see
that it really isn't about me
nor should it ever be
idiosyncrasy, that's a funny sonunding word
im not even sure if i can pronounce it right
i used to think that its so absurd
that people think more than they should
but maybe now i know why
they feel the way they do
insecurities never got to me,
or is this just a lie
i made myself believe
or isit true that im just unfeeling
sleep, sleep is good
sleep makes u shut off
and not have to put up
with the shit we call life
but there's only one problem
that is getting to sleep
maybe now i can see
that as cliche as it may seem
that love is the only thing
that can sustain us through this
nonsensical cycle of hurt and deciet
and we only hope to love like He loves
ok, sorry that you have to put up with the crappy whatever you call it up there.. just one of the few rare moments that i actually am thinking of something.. so i thought i better just put it down for posterity
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napkin man
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1:48 pm
feeling like...
"the more i know, the less i understand, all the things i thought i'd figure out, i have to learn again"
-don henly, heart of the matter
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2:02 am
