good day mates!
well, since my exams are drawing to a close, i just wanna thank a couple of people who stood by all this while:
GOD: you showed me everything was possible and giving me the strength to pull thru
indie boy: for having mindless conversations till late in the nite
yuen: for excusing my abscence in cell
tagalog stallion: hey manz, just wanna say thanx for putting so much effort in planning the trip. yeah i know u getting lots of shit from everywhere, and it aint a nice or easy task, so if nobody says it, i just wanna let ya know ur efforts are appreciated at least by one.
lil angel: for adding cheer to the dull exam mood
the rest: thanx for keeping me in ur prayers. couldnt have done it on my own
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10:36 pm
great expectations
i do not seek your acceptance
just the right not to be judged
and the space to err and learn
i cant go forward
if you keep me behind
dont hold me to what i am
im just like you only human
and even if im a super hero
doesnt mean i cant be zero
give me breathing space
im flatten because
ur expectations weigh too much
theres hope for all of us yet
dont shut the door on my dreams
and lose hope in humanity
-inspired by a lil angel
yeah just some crap to fill my time at 0200hrs in the morning.. i really ought to do something more useful manz.. like watch starsky and hutch again!!
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2:02 am
love of a life time
I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true
With love that we can share
With you I never wonder - Will you be there for me
With you I never wonder - You're the right one for me
I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime
With every kiss our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
(But) We know that we will be together
Because our love is strong
-firehouse
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2:44 am
intoxicated reality
no human beings should be made to go thru this routine. its insane. alternate days of waking up to revision or sitting for a paper. i am napkin man, i can blast things out of the sky. i am napkin man, this isn't what a super hero is suppose to do. i am napkin man, i will prevail, im up to level 4 nerd power, i can do this. i shall overcome. i need a beer.
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11:31 pm
hmt message
T14 230404 2300hrs
spotted 3 x platoons of zhongguos at why like that objective. heavily fortifed with motars and gpmgs. frequent patrol of hall b area. difficulty in closing in, have to content with stand off. redirection to hall 8 comm hall ackknowledged. request permission to good day to re-supp smoke grenades. tmr's mission( mission fundamentals to communication studies) require good and sound escape and evasion plan, which requires lots of smoking. expect less prescence of zhongguos and area is not why like that.
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11:39 pm
operation make or break
sorry jimmy, copy ur style for abit...
background information
redland due to more relaxed policy has decided to send troops to the western part of blueland, which is us. until recently, redland's troops got along fine and were well behaved in blueland. however, a group of redland extremists had decided to cause unstability among the relations of the two countries. in a bid to gain recognition, redland has invaded and held control over a strategic hill that sites the nanyang auditoruim. with control of that hill, communications between some blueland troops in nanyang technological university and the rest of the corp has been broken. our friendly troops will not survive more than 2 weeks if supplies are not delievered fast and may force them to surrender into enemy hands.
mission objective
our company is tasked to provide day and night survellience and close in reconnaisance of hall b, in support of the brigade's efforts in capturing nanyang auditorium.
d-day h-hour
final inspection: 230800hrs
move out: 230845hrs
in position: 230930hrs
linkup: to be known thru comms
combat service and support
each team is supposed to be self sufficient for 24hrs. no supplies would be provided until link up
code words
good day : link up
zhong guos: enemy
why like that: hostile area
others
nil
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10:44 pm
our day at the hospice
twas the night of christmas'03, our cell decided to go down to breko's hospice down in holland to do some charity work. we spend most of our time with this boy called kairen, whom calls himself spas-boy. we asked the doctors what he was suffering from, and their dianosis is of this rare disease called yuenemia. puzzled we enquired more.
apparently, the disease is super rare, and it hits like 10 in 4 million, and can only be found in singapore. previous cases suggests that the disease originated from a small little village called dover crescent. spas-boy's was the first to be found in the north area. symptoms of the disease includes carrying a baseball bat around, or a little mini rugby ball that might cause ur sony ericsson t610 to drop to the floor. other symptoms include mixing mambo music till the late hours in the night. also, patients have a tendency to use your handphones to message your other friends, so a word of caution, do not leave your handphones unattended in the prescence of sufferers of yuenemia, or you've got lots of explainations to do to ur friends. the last but not harmful symptom is that patients tend to play mini golf in occasions like dance nights, sermons and before a movie starts, i guess this is juz distracting.
some common myths about the disease is that it is contagious and only affects rjc students. we found that to some extend it is contagious, but only so if there is prolong exposure to a strange green turtle like creature called yuen. (who's good friend is the scott-man ronald mcdonalds).and it does not only affect rjc students, althought studies have found that rjc students are less immune to this disease. actually most of the patients recorded came from the acs/fairfield family.
me and dan lin with spas-boy(center) at the hospice
anyway the night ended up pretty well, with very few incidents happening. only one handphone dropped that night and another patient whom they called timmy (who likes the phrases "welcome to hunan" and "im gonna kill u") added some festive cheer by turning up in a santa clause hat. the occasion was also graced by the very big hearted head of the hospice whom staffs and patients refer to as lao pok.
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10:51 am
never see the day
i remember just like it was yesterday
when i could always see a smile on your face
and now we're standing underneath a different sky
you wish upon ur star and i'll wish upon mine
somehow inside i feel the prescence of ur abscence
from the pouring rain
if a star fell from the sky
everytime i thought of you
there would be none, and if the moon would shine
all the while you're on my mind, we'd never see the day
and i wish you werent so far away
pray tomorrow's gonna be a better day
just like yesterday when you were here
i can find my smile down on memory lane
and you can reach from where you are
and dry my tears
somehow inseide
i feel the prescence of ur abscence
from the pouring rain.
-nouveaux
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1:00 am
im sweet!!! ...talking....
Your Seduction Stye: "Sweet Talker"
Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"
You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...
Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)
You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear
Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing
The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.
Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life
You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.
Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*
What Kind of Seducer Are You?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
okie.. definitely not me.. wrong person, boo hoo.. anyway i think this site abit sick, small kids don't go and do this survey!! cos next to my answers, there were like adverts for vibrators.. ok small kids should not know this also.. the rest.. well... ahem.. *click*
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2:04 am
i can't make you love me
turn down the lights, turn down the bed
turn down these voices inside my head
lay down with me, tell me no lies
just hold me close, don't patronize
don't patronize me
'cause i can't make you love me if you don't
you can't make your heart feel something it won't
here in the dark in these final hours
i will lay down my heart, and i'll feel the power
but you won't, no you won't
and I can't make you love me
if you don't
i'll close my eyes and then i won't see
the love you do not feel, when you're holding me
morning will come, and i'll do what's right
just give me till then, to give up this fight
and i will give up this fight
and i can't make you love me if you don't
you can't make your heart feel something it won't
and here in the dark in these final hours
i will lay down my heart and i'll feel the power
but you won't, no, you won't
and i can't make you love me
if you don't
ain't no use in you trying
it's no good for me baby without love
all my tears, all these years, everything i believed in
baby
oh yeah
someone's gonna love me
-george micheal
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11:18 pm
make or break fest II updates
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duration: 22 april - 8 may
venue: nanyang technological university
updates: finally, as we draw closer to the much anticipated games, we take a look at how the participants are doing from where we left them. the viets have adopted a much unexpected tatic. now their downplaying their coaches instructions!! from the training sessions we could hear "no i think that's wrong" when their instructors are explaining to them technics and strategies. also they have asked one instructor to check their solution, much to the amusement of the rest of the field the instructor curtly replied "wrong answer i dont want to check lar, i only see right answers". surprisingly, the last star team player nicked name "why like that" aka "ting tang tong" has not been seen of late.
the once quiet china team has been adding lots of heat to the playing field. always strong in their respective fields, they have chosen to undermine the locals who so graciously host them. as can be seen in 110404's newpaper, a report on how china participants are biting the hand that fed them. comments like "who asked the spore govt to be so cheap to sponser our education here" and "i wont come back even if they asked me to stay" echoes throughout as cluessless locals look on. those with more national pride has begun giving their 2 cents worth of the situation. another tatic they employed is to lawnmow their exponents during training sessions with their bicycle. yes, bicycle. one china participant was seen riding he's bicycle in the buildings. an eyewitness who only wants to be know as napkin man recounts:
" so i was waiting for the lift to go up, then this guy rode in from the road, into the lift lobby. i mean so dumb rite?? in the lift lobby he never dismount and chose to ride straight in, then he juz nice park in front of the lift door when the door opened. he almost knocked like some poor uncle coming out lor, all the people were stunned. and he juz pushed he's bike in to the lift like the rest in the lobby are dead or something, no cow sense to queue isit?? being pissed i took the lift beside which zhun zhun came down. then i went up, when i reached my level, i thought thats over, ni nao hia when i was walking thru the corridor, which can only have the most 3 people walking abreast, i heard something behind me. lucky i siam to one side, that asshole was actually riding he's stopid red bicycle!! cant he push it or something?? no sense u know.. i cant afford to kanna knock down man mana wu eng!!!. then straight ahead again, he was squeezed into a small opening cause some guy in front walking. so instead of slowing down, he purposely try to squeeze thru.. i tell u, these ppl should have their bicycles wheel clamped manz.. or have their bicycle license revoked"
well interesting account. back to the games, elsewhere, the indians are starting to settle down. with no new happenings from them, we assume that they are fully prepared for the start of the games. the spore participants are starting to get edgy. as usual, last minute preparations have left many of them feeling the strain of training day and night, with very little rest. although one participant, the one who juz gave he's account, napkin man was quite happy, we asked him why.. " orrh no lar, i just quite happy finally i got one paper held in my home ground hall 8 lar, its my GE paper, but still.. i really hope the publicity com can paint banner for the home ground advantage people lor.." well... whatever...
ok, with barely 2 weeks to go before the start of the games, we here at wheres has all the booze gone also eagerly awaits the opening ceremony.. stay tune for more updates...
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5:55 pm
staring @ the sun
Summer stretching on the grass
Summer dresses pass
In the shade of a willow tree
Creeps a crawling over me
Over me and over you
Stuck together with God's glue
It's going to get stickier too
It's been a long hot summer
Let's get under cover
Don't try too hard to think
Don't think at all
I'm not the only one
Staring at the sun
Afraid of what you'd find
If you took a look inside
I'm not just deaf and dumb
Staring at the sun
Not the only one
Who's happy to go blind
There's an insect in your ear
If you scratch it won't disappear
It's going to itch and burn and sting
You want to see what the scratching brings
Waves that leave me out of reach
Breaking on your back like a beach
Will we ever live in peace
'Cause those that can't do
Often have to
And those that can't do
Often have to preach
To the ones
Staring at the sun
Afraid of what you'll find
If you took a look inside
Not just deaf and dumb
Staring at the sun
I'm not the only one
Who'd rather go blind
Intransigence is all around
Military still in town
Armour plated suits and ties
Daddy just won't say goodbye
Referee won't blow the whistle
God is good but will He listen
I'm nearly great
But there's something missing
I left it in the duty free
But you never really belonged to me
You're not the only one
Staring at the sun
Afraid of what you'd find
If you stepped back inside
I'm not sucking on my thumb
I'm staring at the sun
Not the only one
Who's happy to go blind
-U2
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5:11 pm
flowers in the window
when i first held u i was cold
a melting snowman i was told
but there was no one there to hold
before i swore that i would be alone for ever more
wow look at you now
flowers in the window
it's such a lovely day
and i'm glad you feel the same
cos to stand up
out in the crowd
you are one in a million
and i love you so let's watch the flowers grow
there is no reason to feel bad
but there are many seasons to feel glad sad mad
it's just a bunch of feelings that we have to hold
but i am here to help you with the load
wow look at you now
flowers in the window
it's such a lovely day and i'm glad you feel the same
cos to stand up
out in the crowd
you are one in a million
and i love you so let's watch the flowers grow
so now we're here and now is fine
so far away from there and there is time time time
to plant new seeds and watch them grow
so there'll be flowers in the window when we go
wow look at us now
flowers in the window
it's such a lovely day and i'm glad you feel the same
cos to stand up
out out in the crowd you are one in a million and i love you
so let's watch the flowers grow
-travis
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4:03 pm
im not a punching bag
thats the cry of our blogs.. too sad, too sad has blogs been lately. i don't profess to tell you what to write, i don't claim to own your lives.. but blogs are read, and they affect moods, feelings and thoughts. we are all caught up in the thrill of being depressed, sad and even self pity. being depressed seems to be the in-thing to do now eh?? walk down anywhere and you hear people competeting on who has the shittiest day.. but i mean we all have shitty days, and i guess the least we could do is to bitch about it rite?? hmmm and so blogs has become this outlet of frustration and depression. afterall whats the fastest way to tell everybody about what u're going thru without having to repeat it again and again?? its blogs!! hmm i don't want to preach as if a saint, but we are entitled to bitch bout it, just don't remain in that mood of depression, it doesn't help in any way at all, it just makes u more reliant on the sympathy that people gives. and there's only a limit to that, beyond you'll be on your own. if we don't find a way to snap out, we're just deluding ourselves. and the truth is everywhere, it just needs to be found, maybe in films or people, and it starts from a realisation that we need the truth..but a change doesnt come from the influence of books,movies or people, but by the heart.
in other thoughts ok ppl should stop reminding me how many more days there is to exams!! as if i dun already know!! worse is those who go on to say that they're still at tutorial one.. i dunno if thats to make ppl feel comforted, but i sure as hell am not comforted in any way.. so yeah just study hard and try to salvage whatever you can lar....
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11:18 am
rare moment
finally, the first time in 2 weeks that im not doing anything at 0100hrs, no programmin, no tutorials for me this morning, i am finally able to sip my vodka (ok hear my liver screamin). God's been kind to see me thru 3 assignments with 1 last one to go before i hit the winner and run for home base. okay, the atmosphere in ntu is heating up, library's been full from start till nite, we see more mad asses running in the nite, i've been eating in the confines of my room for a few meals now, exams are here!!whee!!! anyway i think the situation at nus shud be worse. gdmfsob
cuz we lost it all
nothing lasts forever
i'm sorry
i can't be perfect
now it's just too late and
we can't go back
i'm sorry
i can't be perfect
perfect - simple plan
p.s: you reading this, you know who u are, know this song must really relate to you now, but remember what i said kz???
in cd player: gu #26 romania - james lavelle
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1:23 am
