ok computer??
confusion never stops, closing walls and ticking clocks ,gonna
come back and take you home, i could not stop, that you now know ,singing
come out upon my seas, curse missed opportunities, am i
a part of the cure, or am i part of the disease....
clocks-coldplay
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1:42 am
f.i.a.m.o
i've seem to forgotten what its all about.
well its not about the tutorials, andl the unfinished project
worse still!! its not about that stupid program that cant compile!!
its bout the ppl and lurving them
its about that 60 cents coffee every morning
and that beer in hand at night..
well the future has its worries, but i'll worry about it then
for now i'll be content to f.i.a.m.o!!
"the more i learn, the less i understand, all the things i thought i figured out, im learning again
i've been trying to get down, to the heart of the matter, but my will gets weak, and my thoughts
seem to scatter but i think its about, forgiveness, forgiveness, even if you don't luv me anymore"
don henly- heart of the matter
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1:13 am
wanted:
name: sanity
alias: argh!! no alias!! its is not a reference to any variable!!
reward: 60 cents coffee
last seen: in a happy place not long ago
description:sanity is a highly elusive fugitive, escape from minimum security brain cell many times, but was caught for previous times. this time karma police has a problem locating him. he's trademark is that he always makes ppl think straight.
it is usually accompanied by the evil discrete maths a.ka dr maths,maths the 2nd, electro the 2nd and techical report writer.. but the most evil of them all is program c with he's evil twin cross blades (++). he has been known to cause helpless victims to submit rubbish codes and fail lab quizzes.. oh the atrocities..
a word of caution to the public, if you are not ready to be sane, sanity might be a nuisance to you. anybody with any information please call 1800-i-seem-to-have-lost-my-sanity.
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1:14 am
im not used to failure
i juz spent the last 10hrs on the computer, in fact trying to do my progamming assignment for tmr's lab test... well the code is done, but the logic is crap, the progam fails when given abit more information and im a dumbass.. so as the clock ticks to 2am, im thinkin "am i really cut out for this??" i wish i could jump of a building, some other computer engineering student did it, why cant i?? yep i give up, totally, prolly should have seeked help from God, but once again im too frustrated to bring all this to him in prayer.. so i'll just bitch about it.. yes im a dumbass...
so as i give up and go to sleep, hopefully i will not dream about "couts" "ifstreams" and what have you. yes tmr is a new day, yes tmr brings a fresh start, yes tmr gives me another chance prolly to get back up.. yes tmr's tutorials are not done yet.. damn...
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1:58 am
whoo hoo!! im irish!!
You're a St Patricks guy! Oh goodness, all that
booze and bub, no good for those muscles! Still
generally, you're a wild party animal, which
aint't that bad, yannoe?
Which school in Singapore suits you most?
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7:40 pm
your song
it's a little bit funny this feeling inside
i'm not one of those who can easily hide
i don't have much money but boy if i did
i'd buy a big house where we both could live
if i was a sculptor, but then again, no
or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
i know it's not much but it's the best i can do
my gift is my song and this one's for you
and you can tell everybody this is your song
it may be quite simple but now that it's done
i hope you don't mind
i hope you don't mind that i put down in words
how wonderful life is while you're in the world
i sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
but the sun's been quite kind while i wrote this song
it's for people like you that keep it turned on
so excuse me forgetting but these things i do
you see i've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
anyway the thing is what i really mean
yours are the sweetest eyes i've ever seen
-elton john
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1:55 am
9:30 till i come
i just realised this morning that 9.30 is a very nice time, its a nice time to be
awake
admiring the little things God created, the flowers, trees
for a morning coffee
to end lessons
to be with friends and family
to be jogging
i love 9:30 ...
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2:12 am
these shoes were made for walking
if you missed out the most happening shoe exhibition in town over the weekend, fret not, here'sa peek at what you miss out at retro alive and kicking!!
click to enter shoe heaven
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3:12 pm
and the curtains go down...
well its a dreaded day indeed, tmr my homie indie boy returns to where he came from.. the land of taccos, pizza, wild women and booze... here's to all the great music, great food, and flowing booze for the duration u're here doode!! yeah and we'll drink to that the nxt time you are back.. so for now, thanx for the memories, chill and seeya!!
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9:19 pm
welcome to the love parade
well in the age where everything and anything can be commercialised, we're staring at valentine's day!! alrite juz some thoughts to my homies
to the couples: well well, you are the few, wait there's actually alot of ya out there, who are the blessed ppl who gets to be with the ppl whom you like/love. and it is indeed a joyous occassion for you ppl and i do hope you all cherish your companions, and not take them for granted.. well less sex and more love please!!
to the singles: well congratulations!! you are the few who will not experience the pain of forking out 10 dollars for a rose!! indeed it is also a joyous occassion as a single man is a free man... and a single woman is a bitchy woman, but well thats another story for another day. but for those who are sick and tired of being alone, do call 1800-no-more-lonely-nights and look for napkin man, he's sure to be free and available for all the lonely women out there.. call now before appointment slots are fully booked!!
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2:06 am
school of computer engineering
lyrics: napkin man
music: drunk warrant officers of school of infantry specialists a.k.a sispec
school of computer engineers here we come
students of every creed and race
students to engineers we will become (hey!)
java and logic gates to set the pace
computer engineers we are the engineers
computer engineers with unix we will lead
fearlessly our programs we write
first class honors in our sight
trained to troubleshoot by day and night
we will strive for greater heights!!
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1:16 am
some things to say
bout ppl leaving
i hate it. i absolutely do. yesterday nite my dearest lil sis ruthie left for melbourne.. well i'll never get to have waffles with her again in the nxt year to come, and i'm quite upset that i never did get a chance to have even one last ice cream together before she left. well at least she msged me at an unearthly hour of 530 am to tell me she's reached safely.. thats really nice, im starting to miss her already, darn.. lurve ya still sis
well then there's my brother brian. i don't mean brother like real brothers?? but like the way black ppl mean it, i think its more meaningful this way. aniwei he's been gone before, but it just sux to have him leave.. again.. its feels like only one week that he's back, we havent went to embargo yet doode!! hope we'll be able to chill there one last time before he leaves on the 16th, damn and i cant send him off.. sux.. lurve ya still bro
then there's yanting, havent really got to know her that well and she has to leave, well its been wonderful how God really puts new ppl in our lives, but sigh, i think its abit too fast that she has to leave.. no more dao'ing her animore.. sighz.. lurve ya too cuzzin of lockey
bout blood leaving
i dunno why i did it. i was juz having lunch with my fren in sch, and he is so onz about donating blood. so before i knew it, i was registering and having this few ppl making sure i do not have aids or bird flu. and yep before i knew it, i got a nice thick needle in me and my ohhh so warm blood flowing outta tube and into this nice big bag. well and the funny thing is in the end my fren cant donate becoz he's veins too fine to donate at that time..
bout money leaving
well ppl leaving and many february babies leave me broke and hungry. now i have to eat bread everyday to survive becoz presents nowadays never get any cheaper!! argh.. cant u guys be born on the 30th of feb??!! hehe, but no worries, i still lurve ya all!!
bout time leaving
its the 5th week of school ready, 2 more weeks and i'll have my 1 week break. but seriously where has all the time gone to??!!! i'm seriously behind in my work..n it seems that there's so many things to do yet feels like i've done really nothing.. i do hope tag heuer makes slower watches.. .
"But you're so far away
Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn't help to know you're so far away
Yeah, you're so far away"
so far away, carole king
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10:26 pm
unforgetful you
i never minded calling You a King
if that meant that i could count on You
to give me everything
i never thought to ask You
i always thought You knew
it was never my intention to question You
You never minded calling me a child
well, i guess that's how i acted all the while
but You live through every tantrum, You see through every lie
though they seem to be more common
i just wanted You to know why oh why
Unforgetful You, unforgetful
Unforgetful You, so unforgetful
You never minded giving us the stars
then showing us how blind and unaware of You we are
You painted me a picture and showed me how to see
though i just won't behold it
unless it pertains to me...
-jars of clay
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napkin man
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1:01 am
im so going for:
u.n.k.l.e
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1:52 am
theory of siani-tivity
well through months of observation, i do realise one thing about myself, and prolly it could relate to you too.. so listen:
i realise, the more things i have on my hands to do, the more i do not want to do anything.. make sense?? and i'm trying to figure out whether its related linearly or exponentially.. and if so, whats the exponent?? square? cubes?? my rough studies and experiments led me to something like this :
sianess =sq(tutorials)*sq(lab assignments)*(hall activities)*sq(lectures)
so you see the right hand side of the equation shows us that any increase in any variables will have a dramatic impact on the sianess level of a person...
of course there's another equation that relates the inactivity of sianess to the increase of the mentioned variable.. an example would be, if im sian and i don't do any tutorials, my tutorials will increase.. well thats simple.. but to relate it into an equation needs more experiments...
and lastly there's of course the most important relation of all: how does first class honors relate to sianess
or maybe i should just go and buy to-to
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napkin man
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1:52 am
having fun with:
fruity loops...
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napkin man
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1:20 am
how to do???
i knew i should have refreshed my programming during the holidays
i should not have idled and played my days away
now that my lab assigment is due in a week
i do hope God inputs arrays,structures and pointers into me with speed!!
functions after functions, where is the main??
variables and constants all look the same
star char and char star, whats the difference??
strings and arrays is there a preference??
now i do have a question to ask
with this mountain of tasks
why im still on this blog
when i should be figuring out the answers on the spot....
disclaimer: author wrote above poem in state of madness and hence do not compensate anybody who vomits after reading the entry...
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napkin man
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12:25 am
i do not wanna
do programming...
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1:12 am
