"i was playing in the begining but the mood's all changed"-eminem
was feeling real shitty yesterday night and this morning, woke up and its like "i don't feel like going thru the day". yeah got the "nothingness" feeling that everybody's talking about i guess. linkin park says it best, and its like u wanna do something bout it, but theres nothing u can do, u wanna run, but theres nowhere to run. u feel "stuck hollow and alone" and thinks "the fault is my own". not a big fan of linkin park, but the song "somewhere i belong" really relates to how im feeling." crap, hate that feeling, just want to stab myself and scream. maybe physical pain is easier to bear.i know it is...
felt better after reading some stupid ten eyed man and rainbow raider , and did some revamp on my blog and site. notice i've got a tag board, yeah so nonsense can go there, say hi or have a mini forum going on there. comments to post can still be added to "more beer" below. oh if you visit my webby, you'll notice some changes, click anywhere on the screen and u will see my super power, napkin blast.
in cd player(rather saf computer): pat metheny's map of the world... its apparenlt the sound track for the movie of the same title. i bought this like when i was still figuring which music really fits me. anyway its a good cd to play when u are doing something, so it doenst sound too boring.
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napkin man
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6:49 pm
